She stares at clouds

Writer's Block: My Favorite Movie Quote

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 04:30:01 GMT

What’s your favorite movie quote of all time?

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It's not my favorite movie and it's not really my favorite quote, but I do quote this all the time. but usually i shorten it to "martha washington was a hip hip lady"

"Behind every good man there is a woman, and that woman was Martha Washington, man, and everyday George would come home, she would have a big fat bowl waiting for him, man, when he come in the door, man, she was a hip, hip, hip lady, man. "

an entry?

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 21:07:38 GMT

I thought I'd come here and write an entry, but I have no idea what to write about. Maybe not even that, its just knowing that halfway through this i'm going to get bored and cut it off short.

There is something weird about babbling your whole life on the internet. I start feeling silly sometimes, because who cares really? I don't say that in the BAWWW NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME way but moreso in the...oh i dunno...who gives a shit about what i praddle on about in a livejournal thing way. I read all sorts of journals on here and I enjoy it, somehow i just know this will be scrolled over, no matter what i type. xD Maybe i'll just put a picture in here, that'll get your bloody attention.

the Pied piper of R&B. I lolled a lot at that. you have no idea.

There is only ONE LOBSTER IN ZANZIBAR.

Maybe that should be what I do on my LJ. post these stupid things i find, and then follow them with something that will make no sense to anyone save one person (i.e. the lobster comment there.)

Anyways, i think i've managed to maybe pull this life thing together. I only have one test left them i am DONE WITH SCHOOOOLL (until i save up enough money to go where I want to for college anyway ;o;)I've got an application for a job with my best friend that looks really promising, and in the summer I'm moving out.

Life is weird.

Writer's Block: Famous last words

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 20:49:16 GMT

If you were close to death, what would you choose for your last words? To whom would you want to say them?

Submitted By whoismarion

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no matter what clever thing i can think up to my last words, I have the feeling I'll mess up and say something that makes no sense. "Where's...Gene..Wilder?"

i don't even understand that, but it'll end up being that sort of rubbish. xD

Bookssss

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 20:36:08 GMT

Because one of my favorite things to do is babble on about how good a book is, so here is a blog full of just that.

These are books you oughta read if you get the chance.

Gone With The Wind: The story of a Southern Belle and the changes that she goes through during the harsh Civil War. A book told from the perspective of The Confederacy. I was skeptical about this. My mom and gram had both told me it was one of their favorites, but I was afraid it would be terribly boring. It was just the opposite. it's so rich with information. Something was happening on each page, there was never a dull moment. No book has ever before taken me on the emotional rollercoaster that gone With the Wind did. first of all you don't know how you feel about Scarlett O'Hara. is she awesome? Is she an evil bitch? Do I love her? Do I hate her? It is really all of the above. Right when you think that things are gonna start going well for scarlett again another blow happens. it does a fantastic job of building you up and taking you right back down. When at the last 100 pages I said "I'm not really worried, i can't imagine anythings gonna happen that's gonna get me more than the rest of this book" I was wrong. Not only did it get me once harder, it got me TWICE. It's a fantastic read, and then best 1000+ pages you ever invested your time in.

The Last Unicorn: I know, it sounds silly. especially after some great American classic like gone With the Wind, but trust me on this one. It's one of the most beautifully written stories I've ever read. The instant you start reading it you are right there with the Unicorn on her journey. Unicorns sound like a sissy topic, but trust me, any fantasy lover will love the Last Unicorn. It's got all the goods. A lonely unicorn on her journey to find out where the rest of her kind are. She ends up traveling with a foolish magician named Schmendrick and a lady named Molly Grue. The minute it's over you are going to wanna turn back to page one and start over. Seriously.

One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest: You've probably seen the movie, and if you ask me its a good thing. The book is *literally* crazy. It's told from the point of view of Chief Bromden, who is off his rocker. The way Chief describes some of the crazy things in his head makes it seem like it's just the way the world works. they turn on fog machines, they are robots, there is a huge machine below the hospital, etc etc. Anyways it might be a bit hard to follow if you hadn't seen the movie to help you have a visual. Either Way, you really oughta give it a shot (fffffffuck da wife!)

The Incarnations Of Immortality Series: Yes, the series. (the original 5 of the series anyway. the stuff he added on later isn't as great.) It takes place in the not - so -distant- future when magic and technology work side by side. people fly around on magic carpets for goodness sake! All of the books are really funny and make an enjoyable read.

- Book One: On A Pale Horse : The story of your average down on his luck fellow who ends up having to assume the role of the Incarnation of Death. The book seriously gave me a whole new perspective on death and dying. Zane is the best reaper anyone could hope for. Not only does he have to take people's lives and learn to deal with that, he also has to stop satan from taking the woman he loves. Yes. Satan.

- Book Two: Bearing An Hourglass: Not the best one in the series, but necessary to it none the less. It's really a mind bender, which all things having to do with Time are. this is about a dude who goes through some misfortune and ends up getting to be the Incarnation of Time. Time live backwards from everything else, which is enough to stir up confusion anyway. Satan also flings him into distant galaxies, and there's more mindbending of the logic of time there. It's all pretty weird, but all in all it's a good read.

- Book Three: With A Tangled Skein : A really good one, but the longest in the series. The story of an Irish girl named Niobe who (through a series of misfortune, see the pattern here?) becomes one of the Incarnations of Fate. There are three, and they all have to take turns occupying one body. This is where the connections in the series start to make sense and things start coming together, just in time to get you ready for..

-Book Four: Wielding A Red Sword: I really didn't think I would like this one. its about a stuttering prince (who sings what he says in order to not stutter) who runs off with the circus and gets his nickname, Mym. blah blah blah he ends up becoming the Incarnation of War. it's actually pretty funny. The other incarnations he rides with (slaughter, famine, pestilence etcetc,..i forget the other if there is one. ) are hysterical during battle. (or i thought so anyway) and just...read it.

-Book Five: Being A Green Mother: The last of the original series, about a girl who becomes Mother Nature. There isn't a whole lot I can say about this book without giving a whole bunch of stuff away, but its necessary and if you've read the other four i'd hope that by the time you got to this point you wouldn't need my recommendation xD

To Kill A Mockingbird: I found this one to be a quick read, and a good way to escape back to childhood for a while. the playing, the stories you tell with your friends and the way you see the world. it's all there, and its a nice getaway for a while. All the childish mystery and wonderment makes this book absolutely charming, and a good one to just pass the time.

and I am currently reading Lonesome Dove and I can already tell you that once i'm finished it'll be on this list.

more to come, i'm tired of writing now.

YES

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 21:19:43 GMT

YES

Writer's Block: Seeing stars

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 18:20:34 GMT

Which character from any film, television show, or book would you most like to take on a date and why?

Submitted By blue_mariposa88

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Schmendrick from the BOOK The Last Unicorn. Its the only time I've ever read something and actually fallen in love with someone. It was ridiculous. My heart fluttered everytime i read a sentence mentioning his name. ;-; It's sad cos i've never even felt that way about anyone in real life. xD

I've Put My Music on Myspace

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 04:06:54 GMT

Everyone has been asking me to put my music on myspace, and so I have.

www.myspace.com/allyraejmusic

Check it out? <:D

hhh

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 23:44:33 GMT

i'm

really

sick

of feeling like a terrible horrible person

for no reason.

NOBODY IS INTERESTING LOOKING ANYMO'

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 23:12:28 GMT

MEGAN FOX JESSICA ALBA RYAN REYNOLDS ETC ETC ETC

Do you know what these people have in common?

They are boring looking. Really. They strike no interest in me with their face.

You know who had the best faces? You know who were the most interesting people to fucking look at ever?

Old Silent movie stars

[or you know right when it changed to sound in the mid thirties. you know. that whole crew.]

Buster Keaton, Laurel and Hardy, The MArx Bros, Charlie Chaplin,etc, look at these people sometime and tell me they aren't the most interesting glorious and in that sense incredibly beautiful fucking people you have ever seen.

http://s3.amazonaws.com/findagrave/photos/2001/271/679_1001780925.jpg SDFSDf

http://www.callmefatty.com/sitebuildercontent/sitebuilderpictures/laurel_hardy.jpg DSKJHFSD

http://mouthswiredshut.files.wordpress.com/2008/12/0001_keaton1.jpg KLJDKLFJSD

EVERYTHING BEFORE THE YEAR 2000 [the 80's excluded] WAS MUCH SUPERIOR THAN THIS SHIT WE'VE BEEN SPEWING AFTERWARDS.

ARGHLBLARGHLFLARGHLBARG

also he's not really in this bracket so much but BURGESS MEREDITH GUYS

BURGESS FUCKING MEREDITH

HE COULD SINGLE HANDEDLY DICKSLAP EVERY ACTOR TODAY WITH HIS MIGHTY AND SUPREME ACTING SKILLS

http://img2.allposters.com/images/MMPH/175117.jpg

ITS NOT FAIR! I AM NOT OBSOLETE!

this journal is how my SOUL FEELS

EVERY DAY

DAMMIT.

I hardly ever write here

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 07:59:19 GMT

I hardly ever write LJ posts, because I hardly blog anymore. I dont mind reading other people's blogs, I like to, I just got tired of doing it myself. I remember when I would post numerous blogs in one day.

I dunno, I don't know what other people would find interesting enough to read.

I think I might start using this to post pictures on. Like just a personal photoblog thing.

no idea.

I just don't write much on here.

Writer's Block: Commercial Appeal

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 22:07:50 GMT

What is your favorite commercial from your childhood? Bonus points if you include a video of it.

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Such good memories. [sorry for poor quality ;-;]

Writer's Block: Fashion Forward

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 02:49:42 GMT

What do you think we'll be wearing twenty years from now?

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Nothing c;

Writer's Block: Teen Time Machine

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 19:40:51 GMT

If you could be a teenager living in any decade, which one would you choose?

Submitted By twertle

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dearfucking sweet jesus the sixites. its been my fucking dream since i was a child. i always have and always will LONG FOR ITTT

tiss then when the hurdy gurdy man comes singing the songs of love

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 21:25:27 GMT

I went back and looked at an account of allpoetry.com that I hadn't touched since I was 15. Nothing made me realize how much I had changed in the past two years as much as that man. I was such a dickhole. I'm rather glad now that I am who I am. I've been leanring to love myself more and more one day at a time. No big steps yet, but these things take time I suppose. I mean as long as I'm hear I may as well enjoy it ya dig? No sense in being unhappy. This means i've got to undo 17 years of hating myself and try to turn them all around. i guess I could use a challenge.

a good future is in sight, my doubts are only ones of fear of failure. but thats also gotta be turned around.

By christmas 2010, I wanna be living in California with my best friend Jasmine.

HERE GOES NOTHING

Hurf Durf

Fri, 23 Jan 2009 07:19:53 GMT

Its really hard for me to do my schoolwork when they wont give me mah faking classes. 4 phone calls now. each time. she tells me that she'll put them up so i can take my finals. and that everything was groovy. but they still arent there. >8c I'm sick of this shit really. its hard for me to be abel to crack down and get my shit together if i cant do the damn school.

but i'm not as bad as I thought. thats nice.

uh. short film in the works.

still no camera. i'd like to get back into practing THE CRAFFFFT. so yeah. maybe when i get it i'll post my pictures on here. then all of the no ones who read this can look at them. xD

I've been in a pit. for the first time in a long while i've got the inkling of hope that i've found the way out. or at least a rock to climb on to get to the top.

ahem

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 07:38:21 GMT

i am useless

i am useless

i am useless

i gotta get out of this.

Oh yes my blathering place.

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 10:56:29 GMT

OH YES. so. The job thing came and went. I had to quit because I was tenthousand sorts of behind in school. So yeah. back to horrible stagnant existence. except now i'm trying to do a lot of things in a short period of time.

everyone thinks i'm going to be fine for whatever reason. I don't understand it. I think I am royally screwed. i don't think anyone understands how deep in a fucking pit I am with everything man. XD Like. I dunno. Its great to know that people think i'll be just fine. Who knows. I just know i gotta get my daggone head in the game.

this is not the place for bitchery though. Bad vibes into the journal. tsktsktsk.

My ukulele should be coming soon. EEEE! XB!!!!!

ANyways I'm really glad to be unemployed again really. I was losing myself. I was just this angry tired thing. I used to stop and look at the clouds and trees and things. and appreciate all of the beauty of the smalln things I can get living in the city. Of course there was always a beautiful sunset on my till 5 days. That always sorta pulled me back into my own head. But I missed things being beautfiul. I don't think any fucking job is worth me being miserable and stressed all the time to where i can't even appreciate the branches for their leaves anymore.

i have high hopes for 2009. Hopefully it'll go well.

I don't think I'll admit it to many. but I am absolutely scared shitless.

Every day at work

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 07:35:56 GMT

every day at work I stand at register 2, right by the glass windows at the front of the store. And out of these glass windows I have a perfect view of the sky.

All day as I stand at my register, waiting for the occasional nice old lady and rude 34 year old cunt who thinks that its nice to be a rude mother fucker over something incredibly MINOR as 20 cents. JESUS people. Anyways

the sky lately has been full of grey clouds, bringin cold and glorious Novermber Rains. I really enjoy how the afternoon sun looks through the clouds. through the darkpatches there are the thinner cracks, and the sunlight makes colden edges in thec cloud puzzle. the fact that it shines right on an american flag, gives me the teencyiest twitch of pride. but then i turn back to your average american buttfuck customer and its gone.

Most days, I just enjoy staring at the sky much more than talking to any person.

I have to take a picture of the tree couple i pass on my way to work. Theya re adorable.

Also of the thornbush I shake hands with every day. i'm just trying to be polite you know.

the trees are all almost rid of their leaves.

Such beautiful grayscale days November can give us.

:D

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 09:29:16 GMT

Since nobody reads this, and since I have been looking for a box to blather in about all the thigns I wish to blather about C:

It rained this morning for the first time in ages. It made me really happy. Its been incredibly clear and dry here. Don't get me wrong, I adore the clearness, but I love rainy days. All week i've been watching the forecast in hopes of seeing showers in our future, but every forecast was a dissapointment.

But it rained this morning. I was out hving a walk in the garage [which sounds so strange, we have a treadmill in there you see] and i started to see water on the windows. I was so very happy that I was awake for the rain, and when I went back to my room to work on school, I couldn't even listen to Donovan over the raindrops. I just sat in my room and listened to the beautiful music of the raindrops. Such a lovely tune it all was too. pit pat drip drip drop pitty pat pat plop drippy drip drop. I was so happy to learn this song from the rain! I was singing it all day long!

Pit. pat. drip drip drop. Pitty pat-patPLOP drippy drip DROP!

I was feeding Nikki this evening, and I caught some of the last sunlight of the day. I always love that time, where the sky is mostly that deepdark blue that you will never find in a crayon box. then on the horizon it goes from pink to goldenyellow really fast. Everything is taking in the last of the suns gifts and its so very peaceful. The wind started blwoing enough to knock a bunch of the leaves off of the trees. I love it when that happens, because everywhere you look there are just leaves falling! Its almost magical how they all just float down of the ground, and it feels great when they scrape so lightly against your arms past your arms.

I enjoy walking barefoot constantly in the autumn, becuase the cround feels so soft. Its like a nice carpet.

Thank you November the 7th, 2008 for your gifts!